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Monday, May 28, 2012

Laugh at your past. Laugh at yourself.

Entah karena bosan atau apa, gw akhirnya mencoba buat buka profil sendiri dan nelusurin timeline gw.

Dan hasilnya.

Muntah darah.

Ternyata se alay itu kah...
Banyak banget post post ga penting, ditambah tulisan yang masih alay (gede-kecil-campur-angka)
Pokoknya parah abis.....
Karena itu gw mencoba buat delete tiap tiap post. Tapi hasilnya nihil karena banyak banget, dan alay banget, dan gue sendiri gak tahan bacanya, akhirnya gw nyerah, ya sudah lah ya...abaikan saja. Semoga gak ada orang yang kurang kerjaan ngorek ngorek aib orang lain lewat facebook.

Kayaknya kita ngejalanin hari tiap hari itu biasa aja,
tapi begitu kita liat lagi, ternyata kita udah ngelaluin jalan yang cukup panjang dan lama.
Dan kita pun berubah...tapi kita sendiri mungkin ga sadar.

Dulu gw juga bener bener bisa dibilang gak tau menahu soal apa apa.
Pokoknya aku senang, aku bahagia, aku oke oke saja.....
Baru baru ini aja cara pandang gue terhadap dunia berubah.
Kalau sekarang itu banyak banget yang digalauin...
Sekolah lah, hidup lah, masa depan lah, apa gitu kek yang bisa gue lakuin buat orangtua lah, adaaa aja bahannya.

Lucu, kalau nginget nginget dulu itu gak tau apa apa. Ikutin aja apa yang lagi ngetren begitu. Sampai alay dibilang keren. Heran dulu gimana cara gw mikir ya -___- Yang penting sekarang (mungkin) udah nggak lagi. Gue juga nyimpen diary (dan sama alaynya) tapi diliat-liat lagi, jadi lucu. Meskipun bacanya setengah mati.

Sebenernya seneng juga sih ternyata gue bisa sadar dan berubah. Karena itu kadang kadang catatan itu penting, buat ngeliat seberapa jauh kita telah melangkah dari diri kita yang dulu *mulai ceramah*
Untuk bisa nertawain diri sendiri itu nggak gampang, apalagi kalau kita ngerasa kita bener, kita hebat.
Tapi seiring dengan waktu kita mulai jadi dewasa, mulai berpikir lebih panjang, mulai lebih menghargai orang lain dan apa yang kita punya. Itu salah satu aspek penting dari hidup. Untuk bisa berubah jadi orang yang lebih baik. Karena itu kadang-kadang kita nggak bisa liat orang dari masa lalunya aja. Mungkin masa lalu memang berpengaruh, tapi kalau orang tersebut emang sudah berubah, gak mau lagi jadi dia yang dulu,  lihatlah dirinya sekarang. Itu yang bakal nentuin masa depan. 
Bukan yang dulu. Bukan yang masih alay kayak gue

Oke cukup ceramahnya -__- hahaha
Berhubung gue gatau mau ngomong apalagi, kali ini cukup sampai di sini saja...

Friday, May 18, 2012

Days off

Ok so this is another unimportant rant post, and it WILL bore some of you, so if you're thinking the right time to leave, this is the right time, now off you go.





After the exams end and we got nothing left to learn, yeah there will be days off.
Like now.
I don't state it as vacation or holiday because I don't go anywhere nor enjoying myself with particularly nothing to do.
Well my parents sometimes take me and my brothers out somewhere, mostly to department store, because it's the only attraction we have in such city, but usually I decided to stay at home instead.

Like today.
They wanna go somewhere and I wanted to stay.
And yeaaaaah there goes a somekind of dissapointed face.
Right, come on, I'm staying at home, isn't that a good idea?
I'm eating whatever left at home, therefore there will be no waste, and saving money too because the amount of food they will pay will be less because there's no me. And you got someone to look after the house (actually this doesn't really count because what I do is staring at the computer for hours and hours.........) , and I won't go anywhere, because Internet has my soul, and I'm enjoying myself more, because I am an introvert, and more and more and more of its benefits...I think.

Now why they want me to go, because they think I don't spend enough quality time with them.
Actually, I went out with them several times, and I don't really enjoy it, because besides spending more money (yes I'm a stingy person), what else you got in a department store ? same old stuffs, same old stuffs.....

Anyway, I am currently happy with the same activities everyday, yep staring at the computer is equal to activities. watching videos, go to 9gag, when I have mood I'll take my guitar and search for some tutorial, looking for good songs, downloading some stuffs, or just browsing any random things out there...It's already interesting enough for me.

Funny that I am aware by using computer I spend money in electricty.
I don't even know how much I have spend.....
.............now I'm feeling guilty to refuse their offer.

Uhh it's not the time to think of it.

anyway that's all I can tell.
I told you this is unimportant.

and I am weird, I know.