How do you see ?

Just some words I came up with. I don't know why, using english make me more easier to express what I feel..

Not again, not once again
Just a little mistake then you ignore, you go away
Did everything I do for you end up in vain ?
Did you forget what you said ?

Tell me, how many times we countered things like this ?
Tell me, how many times should I apologize ?
Cause I did that so many times already
Tell me why can't you just forget
For what I did or what I did not
Like I always do for you

Was I too frank or you're just too sensitive ?
Would you tell me what I did wrong
Because I seem can't understand, the way you see

Who has been there and stood for you ?
Who has cling there but you don't care ?
Who has give you shoulder to cry on ?
Who has hold your hand and tell you it will be okay ?

You can find another friend
But they would never do the same
They won't swallow their pride
Like what I've done

How do you see, I can't imagine
Can't you realize, all you see now it is fake
You said friends forever, but nothing ever last that long
Even now we're breaking down, this is so wrong



I'm not mad, I never mad at you
I always forgive even you didn't ask
Because whenever you mad, things we did together runs in my mind
It's just sad to see you now treat me like that



It's up to you now, It's your choice
If you can't take it then I'll leave
When the time come, If you still can't forgive
Don't go look for me when I'm gone
Because I'm not your friend anymore


note :
This isn't to a guy I adore
I write this to ....my friend(s). She's acting somehow weird now, idk.